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Name: Maggie Ann
Country: United States
State: Arkansas
Metro: Pine Bluff
Birthday: 1/17/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Dad is my number love! I love to write and draw abstract somethings. i dont know waht they are but i lyke them. i love to sing, though im useless at it. mad-random-rambolings are my thing cuz gs i just roll lyke that, aite? what-what-whatwhat!!
Expertise: Writing
Occupation: Student (High School)
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  frigg3nflipp3n4j3sus
Member Since:
8/8/2005
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| Xanga. I have missed you. I think I shall bring you back to life. The simplicity. I like it. You brought me into this world of "blogging" and I think I owe you a post once in a while. Thank you for being you Xanga. Thank you.
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| I have so much to tell you but Im afraid you won't listen so if you happen to run across these words, take them to mind because nothing of mine you'll ever take to heart.
You told me you never let her go. You kept her apart of you. You never have to lose any of yourself if you always hold on. But how can I get in? If there is no hole for me to fill, how can I fit in? I just want to try. Maybe you keep her there to keep me out. When Im missing you the most is when I find the words to say. Your afraid a relationship will take away from my "experiences" and my friends. Who gave you the right to control my freedom? You can't say your doing anything for me when you don't let me do anything for me. You only hold me down by forcing me to be free. I wish you cared for me as much as I for you. If you could have the slightest glimpse in my soul. If you could understand the longing, desire, chase, care. The need. I can't help but picture you with her so often. The reminder that she isn't me. The reminder that Im not good enough. That she has your heart still. That when you look at her, you see beauty. When you look at me you see nothing. Im transparent. Just glass. Ready to shatter at any given second and I want to be so much more than that for you. If only you would just let me. If only you would let go.
kk, i love ya'll and im very sleep deprived. poor xanga. no one will ever read this but yea. whatever. l8r.
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| So really all I can say is I've forced patience upon myself for it is not a virtue I naturally pocess. All I can do is wait now. "They say time heals everything, but I'm still waiting." Thats so true. I'm befuddling myself and I keep lieing to myself. I knew nothing this good could last. My heart's still broken from before, so now we're just walking on the pieces. But I am strong. It may not seem lyke it, but I am. I may deal with anger and jealousy and an entire array of evil characterizations, but I am strong. I will not weigh you down whatever your decisions or feelings are in the end. Yes, it will be hard to stand, but I will still be there for you in the end, even if I'm not with you in the end. | | |
| so my beautiful girls are leaving me!! so sad... cali and europe. and im in wilmar.. is something not rong with this?? lol its cool though. ill hold the fort down i suppose. pray for them ya'll. really do. pray for safe travel and grace and blessing. thankssssss. :D
Do Or Die
by Dogwood
I killed the Son of God today
I built the cross where He was slain
My sins, the hands that held the hammer
That drove the nails through his skin
But someday I win
I want to make it up
I want to die to myself for You
It makes me fall apart
When I think of all that you went through
I owe my all to you {I owe my all to you}
'cause when it came to do or die
You died for me
Though I would be nothing perfect
For human eyes to see
My hands are yours for works
My eyes will seek until I've found you
My legs will walk the earth
Until you tell me my work is through
I want to make it up
I want to die to myself for You
{You are the one that I love}
I owe my all to you {I owe my all to you}
'cause when it came to do or die
You died for me
Though I would be nothing perfect
For human eyes to see
I met the son of God today
He said "I forgive you for my pain"
He took my sin that held the hammer
That drove the nails through his skin
He said I win
'cause when it came to do or die
You died for me
Though I would be nothing perfect
For human eyes to see
But I'm a new creation through you
Created for you by you
So make me worth your while
Put me to use
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| Only You
by Disciple
album: Disciple (2005)
You were the only one that I could turn to
You were the only one that could ever calm my sea (Mark 4:39)
that separated me from what You knew I could be, only you
And through it all I am Yours alone
I will live and die for You only and I will die to live for You only (Gal. 2:20; Phi. 1:21)
You will be the one I will call by name
even when I find myself on either side of pain
You will be the reason for the breath I breathe, only You
take this burning heart that burs for You, make it what You want
Break it, mend it, it is Yours alone, for You I will live and die
Faceby Disciplealbum: Back Again (2003) | Verse 1
Have you ever, ever crossed your heart, ever hoped to die
Have you ever, ever fell apart, ever told a lie
Have you ever, ever spilled a crumb, ever doubted Tom
(John 20:25,29)
Have you ever, pulled out your thumb, let the course run
Bridge
chastise (Hebrews 12:6), baptize (Matthew 3:11),
belt-feed (Hebrews 12:6), bring me your face (Psalm 27:8)
Chorus
You are holy, Almighty (Revelation 4:8),
You are worthy (Revelation 4:11),
Lord you own me (1 Corinthians 6:19),
bring me Your face (Psalm 27:8)
Verse 2
Have you ever, ever had the faith, ever really prayed
Have you ever had a thrill, ever got your fill
Have you ever, ever shut it out, ever lost your doubt
Have you ever, pulled out your thumb, let the course run |
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